Otherwise.

You were callous.

I built walls around myself, not letting anyone or anything get the best of me. It was a subconscious action; a despondent effect of all the times we have shattered, shattered alone, picking up the pieces and each time the pieces seeming to get finer, seeming to turn into granules; harder to get back, blown easily by time and forgotten by space.

Apathetic.

You told me we felt the same. That these unmentionable bits and pieces have somehow found itself to you. You were a poetic prick who satisfied himself with the love that was fervently given. You collapse the walls down yet you don’t stop there: you choose to destroy and crumble until they believe and they soar. Until they’re happy. And that’s when you conquer. You callously triumph over their souls and break them into fragments of illusion; making them believe it was their fault, their fault.

Even when it was yours all along.

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Christine Ferraren

20. Asian. Studying Psychology and currently working as an interviewer in a market research company.

6 thoughts on “Otherwise.”

  1. Just Totally, Completely Speechless😯😯…
    BTW is there any chance of that poetic prick being referred here to be me😃😃??

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